Questions

by : mir88i

03.03.2006
11:16
Ofc

I release my emotions through writing.

I think about what lies ahead.
Am I ready for this?
Do I accept the fact that my forever has a feeling of this…
This emotion I’m feeling now…
Uncertainty, anger, hurt, paranoia.

As I face to answer this question
My head throbs in pain and my chest bursts out from the pressure
Confusion beleaguers me
Every ‘yes’ leads me closer to you,
A single ‘no’ ends this journey.
For how can I continue if I cease to fight for what we have?
In all it’s aspects..
Better or worst…
For everything that is of you
and everything I might become because of us?

How can I take another step if there is doubt?
If my sight is tainted,
how can I see?
If my heart has a gap,
how can I continue to love?

I fear for the time that I may not be able to continue…
But before I even say I can or I can’t
I think and ponder
And think and ponder
And think and ponder
Until my whole being shouts what I know is the truth.
It shouts the things not only to convince some of my senses
But it shouts because my whole being believes it to be true.

When the time comes, there will be no apprehensions.
I will not fear.
There will be no doubts, no regrets.
For I know wherever my heart leads me,
It is the truth

And then, I will be happy.


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