Monday rant

Forgive me for the upcoming rant.....

It's 2:30pm, Monday. Almost everybody hates Mondays. Start of a work week, probably a hundred or so blanks to sign, reams and reams of paper to file, tons of forms to encode, numerous calls to answer.... you get the picture. A lot of us hate Mondays because it's back to work, work, work!
Well, not for me. I actually hate Mondays because when I go back to the office, I don't do anything!

Lucky me? Think again. How would you feel if you had to wake up at 5am to beat the 7am cut-off for coding, force yourself to eat breakfast alone, try snoozing off but you really can't coz the AC was just turned on and you can't feel any air in your workspace, so you end up starting your 8 hour monitor stare (in this case more than 8 hours)... trying to look busy for the boss. URGH! I feel so useless not doing anything while you see others buzzing about thier business.

I know some of you might be thinking that I'm crazy to beg for work while here you are, wanting time off. I don't know.. you see I'd rather do something worth while than not do anything at all. I feel that I'm wasting so much of my time sitting here, pretending to be busy when I can do a whole lot of things like:
1. The set and hand props for our upcoming showcase
2. Bandanas, pompoms and banderitas for the company outing on Sat.
3. Surf the net for whatever
4. Do some baking or cooking and get it on with business
5. Badminton
6. Swim and do beach stuff
7. Fix my room

I know, I know, if you read through the things I want to do, it's really not much. My point is... at least I'm doing something. Do you know that it's actually draining to just sit in front of your pc, and raise your eyebrow while sitting in front of the computer as if figuring something out? My days practically pass me by without any fulfillment. What am I doing here?

Aggggh!!!!!!!!