For my Buttercup

Set You Free
Side A

We often fool ourselves and say
That it’s love only
But when it’s gone
We end up being lonely
So how are we to know?
That it just isn’t so
That we just had to let each other go

There were many times
When we shared precious moments
But later realize they were
Only stolen moments
So how are we to know
That it just wasn’t so
That we just had to let each other go

If loving you is all that means to me
And being happy is all I hope you’d be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free

Each day we meet
My love for you
Keeps growing stronger
But every time we meet
Makes leaving you so much harder
So how are we to know
That it just wasn’t so
That we just had to let each other go

Letting go is not an easy task
Cause smiling means that
I must bear this loneliness
It hurts deep inside
And I just cannot hide
With this anguish and
This thought that we should part

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I can feel how much you love her still when we had that short talk this morning. My heart goes out to where both of you are right now. It must be very difficult for you to have waited for a love so strong and when finally you had it, you just had to let it go. I still stand ground to what I have believed from the start, you ought to have her and she ought to have you. Probably, time and circumstance just wouldn't allow it. Cruel how things turn out to be, but it probably is for the best.

Hope but don't expect.
Love yet continue to live.

Easier said than done, I should know. I only hope that both of you find true happiness may it be with each other or with someone else...

Monday rant

Forgive me for the upcoming rant.....

It's 2:30pm, Monday. Almost everybody hates Mondays. Start of a work week, probably a hundred or so blanks to sign, reams and reams of paper to file, tons of forms to encode, numerous calls to answer.... you get the picture. A lot of us hate Mondays because it's back to work, work, work!
Well, not for me. I actually hate Mondays because when I go back to the office, I don't do anything!

Lucky me? Think again. How would you feel if you had to wake up at 5am to beat the 7am cut-off for coding, force yourself to eat breakfast alone, try snoozing off but you really can't coz the AC was just turned on and you can't feel any air in your workspace, so you end up starting your 8 hour monitor stare (in this case more than 8 hours)... trying to look busy for the boss. URGH! I feel so useless not doing anything while you see others buzzing about thier business.

I know some of you might be thinking that I'm crazy to beg for work while here you are, wanting time off. I don't know.. you see I'd rather do something worth while than not do anything at all. I feel that I'm wasting so much of my time sitting here, pretending to be busy when I can do a whole lot of things like:
1. The set and hand props for our upcoming showcase
2. Bandanas, pompoms and banderitas for the company outing on Sat.
3. Surf the net for whatever
4. Do some baking or cooking and get it on with business
5. Badminton
6. Swim and do beach stuff
7. Fix my room

I know, I know, if you read through the things I want to do, it's really not much. My point is... at least I'm doing something. Do you know that it's actually draining to just sit in front of your pc, and raise your eyebrow while sitting in front of the computer as if figuring something out? My days practically pass me by without any fulfillment. What am I doing here?

Aggggh!!!!!!!!

Aspirations

Go while the goin' is good
Knowing when to leave may be the smartest thing that
Anyone can learn. Go.

I'm afraid my heart
Isn't very smart

Fly while you still have your wings
Knowing when to leave won't ever let you reach the
Point of no return. Fly.

Foolish as it seems
I still have my dreams
So I keep hoping.

Day after day as I wait for the man I need
Night after night as I wish for the love that can be
Though I know that no one can tell where our wishes and hopes will lead
Somehow I feel there is happiness waiting for me

When someone walks in your life you just better be sure he's right
'Coz if he's wrong there are heartaches and tears you must pay
Keep both of your eyes on the door, never let it get our of sight
Just be prepared when the time does come
You run away

Sail when the wind starts to blow
But like a fool I don't know
When to leave...

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This is one of the songs that we're singing for our show on the 27th. It embodies the core emotion of the play. Well, ofcourse it's a comedy but deep inside the laughs and punchlines, you'll find it.

I guess we all look for true love. Problem is, often times we're just too scared to stare at it for fear of hurting.
No matter where we are now, we ought to remain hopeful of what lies ahead.

Not being sure of whom to love even if you're with someone or even if you're on the search for someone is normal, (I think). For if you are with the right person, then no doubt can ever conquer what you have.

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I must update you with all that has happened in between my last entry. But, I'm in no mood for that now. hehehe! I just want do a plugging... on the 27th of May, we'll be having our showcase entitled "Super Fairytales.... Snowhite and Beyond". The venue will be at the Cinema 10 of Megamall. Tickets are at 150php each. The show will be running for an hour from 7pm to 8.

I hope you guys can watch. It's a semi-musical comedy that has a lot of soul! Hope to see ya there!