Another week has passed and another week is waiting to begin. It's amazing how time just wheezes by with no consideration of feelings, moments, people... nothing stands in its way. How often have I heard of people "wanting to freeze time"? There is no such thing. All we've got to do is make the most out of the "now" to make wonderful memories of the past and make sense of the future. >>>>>>>>>> I wrote my bessy a lengthy mail this afternoon. I miss him. He's been gone for only a month now but it seems that we've missed out on a lot of things about each other. Thank God for emails and texts, we could "keep in touch" once in a while. But nothing beats presence.... you can't get a hug or a reassuring smile or a pat on the back from all those electronic stuff. For now, that'll do... >>>>>>>>>> This week has totally been a wonderful week for me. I don't know why exactly. I just feel light and easy. I mean, the problems were still there (you never can take those out, really), there were still a lot of complications, it's just that I feel that I'm looking at life in a more positive note. I hope this feeling carries on the next few weeks. I'm so tired of puffy eyes and the feeling of being down and lost... I am so over that... I think.. hehehe! >>>>>>>>>> I've fully rested this weekend. I slept most of the time. I feel so energized for the coming week. What has the first week of the "BER" months have in store for me... we'll see.....

What a week! I really should be sleeping right now for my much needed rest. But, I've made a committment to myself and my blog that I'd be putting 'A' effort for this. It's sort of a project... something to remind me of what has passed, the learnings and memories that came along with it plus something to update my friends with. I'm starting with at least an entry per week. Hopefully, that will progress to twice a week... to M, W, F, S to... an everyday routine... after all, we all pick up something really vital every day...

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This week has been truly an emotionally exhausting week for me. An assortment of feelings that has continuously drained the life out of me. With those feelings came a deeper understanding and some realizations to what life has brought my way...

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Today is my sister's birthday. There wasn't much that we did to celebrate since we sort of had her celebration yesterday. I know how disappointing it can get to not feel special during the only day where you can be "a star". In a way, I feel bad for not being with her and instead being in the office for work (urgh! That's another story). We just got together, not even for dinner, but for coffee. To my lil sis... I'll make it up to you...

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Yawn! I'm awfully tired and sleepy.... It's a big day tomorrow... I know, I know, I'm making an excuse not to write again, but, it's imperative that I get a good night's sleep.... updates tomorrow.... no promises... I'm committing.. Ü

Dinner...

... 2 cars... . .. KFC's mix box of 6 plus extra gravy... ... ketchup... ... Sola Raspberry, Hawiian Punch and 2 bottles of Wilkins... ... 3 badminton raquets, no shuttlecock... ... California scents ... ... rubbershoes and sandals... ... a pathetic soul... ... a complete jerk... ... final awakening.

First time mo?

Nah.... I created my first blog because I wanted a medium where I could pour out my "pent up" emotions. It's still active. So why then create another one? Mainly for 2 reasons... I have other emotions aside from bitterness that I want to share with my friends, well, strangers are welcome as well. I want to post a comment on Julius' entry.... so I've got him to thank really for triggering me to finally set up this account.. hehehehe! Hmm..... so there you have it, my first entry.... Ü To everybody... enjoy! Cheers!!!